"It's all about love"

So I had some thoughts put into my head last night by an unknown. What or who put the ideas in my brain are irrelevant but the message was pure and powerful.
I asked why we are here and what we were meant to do with our lives on earth...
After I asked these questions I was told that it was all about love.
I asked again and I was told that the question didn't matter and neither did the answer, it's just all about love.

Hmmmm

What's all about love and why am I not supposed to know the answer to my question? I wanted an answer less vague than what I got. Maybe I wasn't asking the question correctly.

What I took from this is that we as human kind need to love each other. Well, duh really. But it felt powerful in my mind when it was put there.
I don't know if there is a heaven or a hell and if there is, I might be fucked.

"It's all about love"...

Why was the answer not It's all about rules of religion or what religion is the right one? If I knew what religion was the one true path, my life would be a lot more easy. If we all knew the true path, we could all rest assured that our actions were either right or wrong.
We all know right from wrong for the most part though. I mean all of us know that it's bad to murder, it's bad to steal or it's good to give and it's good to be honest. Our minds have a built in guide that we all hear and choose to either follow or don't follow. Is this God speaking to us?
I asked my question and got my answer.

It's all about love.
I say that if we act without love as our guide them we can all pretty much know that what we are doing isn't right. So... if we choose to do wrong what is the punishment? I was born into American Christianity and was raised in a Baptist church. I was taught the rules as they interpret them from the Bible. They say the Bible is Gods word. I don't have the faith that they do. I need to find out on my own. I do things every day that the Church sees as sinful and wrong but in my heart I feel like I'm still 'good'.
Once my mom told me that my aunt, who I see as a great and giving person, will be going to Hell simply because she doe's not follow the Christian faith. What makes that religion better than all the others? What makes any faith better or more right than our built in guidance system?

birthpath

The purpose indicated by the birthpath consists of qualities to be developed through one's thinking, the ideals to be accomplished, and success to be made. Are you inherently inspirational or practical? Find out now!
To calculate your birthpath, add the month, day, and year and reduce the number to a single digit between one and nine.

Birth date: November 12, 1975

11 + 12 + 1975 = 1998
1 + 9 + 9 + 8 = 27
2 + 7 = 9 birthpath

                                                       Below is my birthpath
The 7 quality represents the thinkers and writers. 7s must learn to tune their minds to harmony and balance for receiving impressions from within to develop their depth of knowledge of the deeper aspects of life. Their keynote is placidity. The 7s deeply appreciate the beauties of nature; they delight in mystery and are naturally drawn to philosophy and the occult. They should spend time in meditation and reflection, and write down their thoughts. They can develop great powers of concentration.

Link to where i found this

Oh fuck! i am in no way a believer in any of this but holey shit this was dead on!
I've been obsessed with philosophy and the occult lately.
secret society's like bilderberg, illuminati, club of rome, free masons, trilateral commission, scottish rite, etc... are on my mind constantly.
i can't sleep.
those in power all belong to a branch of one of these groups. every action in government is dictated by the invisible hand that powers these men.

right now my belief is that these men have knowledge passed on from beyond our dimension... yes like demons. i'm not sure why i believe in demons.... i don't think i've ever seen one or talked to one but something deep down knows they are here. now i once hearn that the greatest trick the devil ever pulled was to make us all think he didn't exist.. or worse, that he was god or the savior.
ok, so if there is really a god of good and a god of bad then why is the god of good so quiet? why let us humans find our own path to hell or heaven? is there a hell or heaven? i know the bible says this and the bible says that but in reality why would anybody believe blindly a single word written? i mean we are supposed to live by it's teaching but the words that we read were written by man and man is inherently evil. it's said to be gods own words but i wasn't there to hear god say these words, were you?

im off my point.

purpose.

purpose.
what is purpose and why do i feel the overwhelming urge to have one? why cant i just live my life?
right now im unemployed for the first time in my life and im thinking to myself, why am i here? after i die i will not be remembered by anybody. well, thats a lie, my family and friends will cry for a day and morn for a few weeks or months. my kids will always remember their daddy but when they die... nobody. why is it so important for me to be remembered? i don't even know what i want to be remembered for really. we all remember Hitler... shit, i envy that. he was an evil man who wanted to take over the word but i still envy him because we all know the name.
Hitler has a purpose and he set to make it a reality.
i dunno... my mind is so full of questions but every time i go try and answer one, i get two more. i feel like there is so much more to life than going to work so i can buy more of what i don't need. every job i have ever had i've hated, i see them as pointless and unfulfilling. people tell me that this is just the way of the world and that i should get used to it. fuuuck that. why should i just let the world bull me over? i know im not a beautiful and unique snowflake but, goddamnit, i feel like i am more than what i do for a living.

Why are you here? Do you know?

Who else here has no idea what next month will bring them?
Anybody here actually have set plans? I don't... I have no fucking clue where I'll be in a month or a year. I like that...
Life should be an adventure. I think back to last year and I would have never guessed that I'd be with a RAD chick who pushes me to be a better Nate. I would have never guessed that I'd be working in another damn hemisphere... Every day could be my last. I live. I feel. I don't understand why I do either but the longer I live, the more I learn so maybe one day my one true question will be answered.

"Why are we here"
This is a universal question that all human kind NEED to ask.
Why are you here? Do you know?

My mind is open but I wish it wasn't

My mind is open but I wish it wasn't. It seems like close minded, ignorant people have it so much easier. I wish I thought I had everything figured out... I know that nobody has this figured out but I wish I thought I did. I would be so happy if I could have blind faith. This world is so fucked up and my mind is constantly focusing on this fact.
I can't sleep.
I don't want to make money because it has no real worth. I don't want to buy stuff because I know I don't truly need 99% of what I think I need. We are all brainwashed to a certain degree and my eyes are slowly opening to this fact.
As a male I have the uncontrollable and unwavering urge to fix all the problems set before me. In my heart I struggle between being a fixer and putting a bullet between the eyes of every panda that won't skew to save it's species.